12 October 2009

i duno y ... i juz feel so tired to live in tis world...y must i suffer lik tis...so many problems wif me!!! aaaaaaa!!!! HELPP!!! so tired aa...i feel lik wanna go to hell..mayb there is much more beter..mayb many ppl won agree...but i can tell u,to b a no problem d person is not easy...u sure have sum problems rite? SO TIRED AAAA!!!

10 September 09

today so tired arr~~ nid to stay back...all is bcuz of my 2pid SISTER!!
I HATE HER !!where gt a person can lik tat one... she scold me bcuz i beat her face...she reali annoying wad...she was lik simply singing my song bside my ear,disturbing me~i oni heat very light oni lor~wad the hell~ she said:a younger sister slap her elder sister,thn she beat my hand..i was lik starring at her.. i say she oni elder thn me one n a half year oni ma,very big meh~she said u better stop it arr...SO WAD??her attitude oso lik tat wad~she oso talk soo loud to my grandma la~her attitude worse thn me 1000000000000 times la ~wad's her problem? gila punya orang? she gt mental problem or wad?i duno y i gt tis kind of sista one lor!
I HATE MY SISTA!!

2 September 09

今天，我觉得这是我这生中做得最错的一件事.... 我让一个人做了一个在他人生中算是最错的一个选择... 他时常跟我诉苦... 我听到了，我觉得我很对不起他... 在这之前，他曾经问过我，这个人好还是已经和他在一起的人好... 那个喜欢他的人还算是满好样的... 我很兴奋地对他说就接受他吧！他跟我说他曾经仰慕过他... 我就说：不是很好吗?你的愿望实现了啊... 我很后悔我说了那句话... 结果，他就真的和那个人在一起... 后来，他跟我说，那个人开始对他冷淡了... 他很伤心... 我很后悔... 我知道他之前的情人很好，很会迁就他...也许是他习惯了吧... 他跟那个人则不一样，一切都要我的朋友迁就回他...我这样做，我深怕会毁了他的一生....
我在这里要向他说: 对不起！

27 August 09

long time din update my blog luu..kinda lazy... I will use chinese to type...mayb sum of u guys dun understand wad am i typing...no nid to go n check in dictionary or wad...
我这一次会用华语来打字是因为有时候我发觉用英文和别人沟通的时候，我还觉得满累的...我们这些小学就读华小的...有些英文基础可能不太好...

我要讲的重点不是英文和华文之间那一个比较好...而是我发觉有时候，我会和synn yi , grace , chi-cheng 他们格格不入，无法沟通... 有时候跟他们说话很辛苦... 现在我, synn , grace , chi-cheng 都当上了巡察员。由于我们都是巡察员，所以下课时间也会一样，每天早上的聚集会后回班的时间也一样... 有时候我的paftway会比较早完，我会选择坐在那里等他们一起回班。可是到他们的paftway早完，他们三个就这样走回班...我看着他们的背影，我突然觉得我在这世界上我是多余的。我在表面看起来是有很多朋友。其实，我在学校里的好朋友就唯一只有carmen一个人。他们走在前面就算了，他们看到了我，叫我过去。我过了去也不是一样，他们就好像把我给当成空气，没了我的存在！！

19.08.09

Today, I kinda sad... when I went into my class sat on my place , thn I oni realize I din bring the book tat carmen wan me to bring... she said she hate me... she dun wanna talk to me anymore..
I was quite shock when she realli dun wana talk to me... thn v were lik argue but v say nth..
synn saw me was quite upset, she ask me y ... I say nth... until prefects' recess time , I went down to canteen wif synn n grace...
After our recess , I go take the flag... slowly, my mood change... I was not tat moody
When I go back to class , I told carmen a small little tiny secret(the one hu wanna noe...I won tell u hehe)...she was shock n v frens each other again...
thn me , carmen , wen jie , chow yit n synn play true or dare... carmen thinks a lot of ideas...so funn... I will rmb today...