27 August 09

long time din update my blog luu..kinda lazy... I will use chinese to type...mayb sum of u guys dun understand wad am i typing...no nid to go n check in dictionary or wad...
我这一次会用华语来打字是因为有时候我发觉用英文和别人沟通的时候，我还觉得满累的...我们这些小学就读华小的...有些英文基础可能不太好...

我要讲的重点不是英文和华文之间那一个比较好...而是我发觉有时候，我会和synn yi , grace , chi-cheng 他们格格不入，无法沟通... 有时候跟他们说话很辛苦... 现在我, synn , grace , chi-cheng 都当上了巡察员。由于我们都是巡察员，所以下课时间也会一样，每天早上的聚集会后回班的时间也一样... 有时候我的paftway会比较早完，我会选择坐在那里等他们一起回班。可是到他们的paftway早完，他们三个就这样走回班...我看着他们的背影，我突然觉得我在这世界上我是多余的。我在表面看起来是有很多朋友。其实，我在学校里的好朋友就唯一只有carmen一个人。他们走在前面就算了，他们看到了我，叫我过去。我过了去也不是一样，他们就好像把我给当成空气，没了我的存在！！

19.08.09

Today, I kinda sad... when I went into my class sat on my place , thn I oni realize I din bring the book tat carmen wan me to bring... she said she hate me... she dun wanna talk to me anymore..
I was quite shock when she realli dun wana talk to me... thn v were lik argue but v say nth..
synn saw me was quite upset, she ask me y ... I say nth... until prefects' recess time , I went down to canteen wif synn n grace...
After our recess , I go take the flag... slowly, my mood change... I was not tat moody
When I go back to class , I told carmen a small little tiny secret(the one hu wanna noe...I won tell u hehe)...she was shock n v frens each other again...
thn me , carmen , wen jie , chow yit n synn play true or dare... carmen thinks a lot of ideas...so funn... I will rmb today...